TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now:

10) thanks for letting me cry down the phone at you, it cheered me up to know someone cares

9) i'm making your marble cake on wednesday

8) thank you for letting me talk to you even though you didn't know me that much, and now you gone i can't help but miss you so much

7) i'm sorry i'm a crappy girlfriend

6) CLOUD GAZING

5) someday, i might pay you back all that money

4) can i have oner of your lightsabers????

3) i hardly know you, but i'm glad to call you friend

2) FERRETS

1) you annoy the hell out of me, but your a great friend thanks ^_^

NINE things about yourself:

9) i eat waaaaaay too much to be this skinny

8) i have arguments with myself, then lose ¬_¬

7) 95% of my thoughts are akuroku related

6) the other 5% is food

5) i have a girlfriend in Cyprus that i really miss

4) i put myself first too much, then have emotional breakdowns because i feel so guilty

3) i didn't know what a virgin was till i was 12

2) i hate my hair

1) if i had the chance to make myself a better person, i would take it in an instant to make it up to all my friends who have to put up with me

EIGHT ways to win your heart:

8) feed me

7) make me feel better during one of my emotional breakdowns

6) tell me that i'm a friend (it sounds bad, but i was bullied allot growing up, so it helps when i'm depressed)

5) Hug me

4) don't call me strange when i go hyper and start having conversations with myself

3) call me when your upset (sounds bad as well, but it makes me feel like you can count on me)

2) Give me advice when i'm in need

1) understand me


SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:

7) "holyfuck i haven't done my homework"

6) "where the hell am i?"

5) "i hate my s/dad"

4) akuroku

3) "wow, that reminds my of a fanfic i once read"

2) "the game...ohshit"

1) "when the moons, in the sky, like a big, pizza pie, my amore"

SIX things you do before you fall asleep :

6) Set my alarm

5) Brush my teeth

4) yell at dad

3) play DS (pokemon pearl/Horsez)

2) strech (proper ones)

1) get into bed ^_^


FIVE people who mean a lot at the moment: (not in any order)

5) Courtney

4) Becky

3) Stefanie

2) my nan

1) my mum


FOUR things you see right now:

4) computer screen

3) pikachu

2) nail polish remover

1) uh, a ruler?


THREE songs that you listen to often at the moment:

3) High school never ends - bowling for soup

2) Greatest Show Unearthed - Creature Feature

1) i'm yours - Jason Mraz

TWO things you want to do before you die:

2) ride a roller coaster, without being scared of heights

1) go to a gaybar


ONE confession:

i am terrified of swimming in the sea, but i'm fine in swimming pools